Dont know if I can keep writing like this

My heart hurts, feels like someone ripped out a piece of it. I've been basically a train wreck all day, going from just sad to verge of tears. I really don't know how to say this, but I'll try. The one I'm in love with hasn't been seeing eye to eye with me lately. Nor have we really talked much the past few days, since we got into a fight on Thursday. And I've been a mess since, I've only spoken to him from two texts, other than that, nothing, I dont know how this day is going to end, but I wish it would end for the better.