10/19/11 D'Yer Maker

I dont know how I managed to keep writing this, blogging isnt something i'm frequent at, or good at, but I keep thinking of a comment that someone once told me that if I could blog, I could show commitment, and I want to prove that to them. Its now 10/20/11, since im slow at writing these. I'm somewhat tired, but dont want to sleep, head hurts, with i still had some endocet left over from the ER, but that ran out last week. I feel like shit, I seem to cause trouble where trouble isnt needed, and end up causing more problems than I began with. Now im pulling my memories together to explain my life to Fen, since i seem to be quiet about my past. Tomorrow I have chem lab and a test to study for, maybe I'll survive this week after all